January 2009
1 post
2009 Resolution
Better relationship with God.
Better Grades (3.5 or above GPA) / concentrate on school only.
Score above 1800 on SAT and above 600 on Subject Test.
Hold better relationships with friends.
Get my permit/license.
No relationship
Lose weight/ become fit.
Improve more in badminton.
My year of 2008
Its almost time to say good by to 2008. Another year pass another year to come. More years to come to create memories. Thats what life is all about and worth living through.
This year has been a rough one and even though i had heartbroken, fights, and drama. I still say it was a good one to live through.
January: Many birthday memories since this month is were all my friends have their...
Recap on Badminton Club Event and Snowboarding!
Badminton Event, Monday Dec 29, 08
Most of the badminton club memeber came to this event :] we all went to GGBC to play and have a get thoughter because we needed one :D to make up for the badminton on weds at school. So we hit it up at GGBC :] with also the graduates. Had lunch at Ikea :p mmm… yum. Then we parted ways. Those who had to go to Emily’s party all went to her house to...
December 2008
15 posts
Chill day
Today I went out with Corey, Stella, Richard, and Jojo to J-town in SF to hang out. But I first started out helping Corey with his chore for his mom haha xP how nice. Then went to Stella’s house to have everyone ready, pick up Richard and then head of to J-town. Did some late Christmas shopping at J-town for some people but not much. We also tried that new pika-pika picture place for fun...
Merry Christmas!
So yesterday on Christmas Eve i had a family dinner at my Jaja’s new house with my nephew! :] he can walk!!!! my nephew is just sooooo awesome! haha but yea i have a niece on its way too!!! i can’t wait :] i love kids <3 haha ok now enough about that continuing… Had a big family dinner :] after dinner with some resting my uncle from Taiwan showed us pictures from his Doctor...
Best winter start out!
Today i went ice skating with the gang outside of embacadero in SF. It was a outside rank and it was hella fun! I fell once and then i had hella times were i almost fell haha. We also did the train on the ice :] mannnnn good memories to wash my worries away today. wish i had pictures to capture the moment but o well i had fun :]
I thought I was over it already but I guess I was...
Winter Break has begun
Hmmm…. finally… winter break has started. I received many gifts and surprises :] thanks everyone for saying Happy Birthday to me. Hmmm…. im in the mood to go snowboarding but im so busy this year :/…. i hope during ski week i could plan a trip with some friends :3 on the bright side i get to do something close to snow on Monday :] going ice skating in SF on those outside...
Happy Birthday To Me~~~
Yay… im 17… not really excited for my birthday >.>… but thanks to Brett, Corey, and Austin for wishing me a happy birthday. You three were the ones that remembered on time haha. Lets see how the rest of my day turn out to be.
too many sleepless nights.
“awesome….. just awesome in all ways.”
Wah?!?
Hmmm SAT weee on the flip side still need to finish up christmas shopping and maybe pick some carol songs for church. Can’t wait for christmas break!!! blog more later back to hw
Holding On.
Hmm.. I’m trying my best to hold on with all this stress and fustration. Overall I’m surviving with my own two feet. I’m once again feeling down… i just want to watch the stars right now… i should become a astronamer or something because i like the universe a lot. It intreages my interest but i don’t know where to start :/ Space is so big and beautiful <3
Christmas Tree Light Festival
Man another year another great day :] This year and last years Christmas Tree Lighting was awesome :] I hope to do it one more time before i graduate next year. I saw him again :] but too bad this year i didn’t have a chat with him :[ Heh i always seem to have a crush on him like last year during this time of the month when i see him at the festival haha. Overall i got a picture with...
Enough...
I’m getting tired of every bullshit… replaying over and over =.=…
On the other hand I’m stressing over SAT Hw because there is soo much! wasn’t a good idea to procrastinate x.x…. lesson learned…
Break over :[
NOOOOOOOO!!! why is break over already!!!! sigh… back to reality…. I had fun in lala land for awhile but now SAT and school combined will kill me and tear me apart from everyone >.< sigh. I won’t beable to socialize for awhile… and I have to refrain from going online to search on facebook or myspace.
Last Badminton practice of the year today :[ good thing i went...
November 2008
20 posts
Favorite song! i’ve been playing this over...
Happy Thanksgiving!
Thanks everyone for being in my life and allowing me to experience different emotions and see my life change in different ways. Looking forward for the future to grow and learn. I especially want to thank God for everything, family, friends, and Love.
So today I got up to do a little house cleaning. Then later I went with Jiggliest to Tracy and Sarah’s house to play Rock Band with Stella...
touch my hand
Yesterday was fun :] i had community clean up with interact club and we cleaned up the high school. Man know i’ve learned my lesson to throw away my trash after I eat… there was hella trash x.x…i hope other can throw away their trash when they eat from now on D:
As for today i hung out with my brother and cousin :] i like having our little hangout groups were there is no parents...
D:
Your always in pain :[ sometimes I think its my fault for not being their for you or I did something to trigger it. People around us don’t care about their friends these days… where has the world gone too? only God knows. Reality is painful… I’m sorry if I caused something or inflict any pain to anyone… It just proves that im a bad person also but there is one thing i...
Tried to hide…
Reality
Fun Fun Fun :] Matthew’s Birthday today! I had two parts to his birthday and had a surprised at church for him also haha.
As for reality people cry, fight, hate. What can we do about it? sure take a step and try to fix it but sometimes i think they deserved this because of their immaturity… its just really stupid to not realize that you need to wake up from your dam fantasy…...
A feeling
Why do I feel this way? I thought i never wanted to feel this way…. why is it starting again… I want to go back downhill :/ i felt better down there. I don’t feel like myself today :[
Fun Day :]
Sunday morning I was a bit late because I didn’t wake up on time x.x… but good thing I was only 15 mins late! haha. When we arrived at Douthury High School I was like :O…. for a school thats only two years old it sure is dam nice… They have EVERYTHING! and thier theater is soooooooooo nice! and the classrooms are like *breath taking* x.x…. but what can I...
bumbed
MANNNNNNNNNNN…. freaken mom wont let me go to DAVIS on MONDAY!!! ugh… im planning to maybe get sneak away to Davis and pretend that i went to school and then after school i went with some friends out after >.>… im sooo tempted to do that right now… but my other side is telling me i should listen to my mom…. UGH I HATE THIS! FUDGE! what to...
“i predict everything is down hill from here on”
– Chelle
I’ve been trying hard to keep myself happy but i guess im running out of juice… i think tomorrow my smile won’t last long… Today i felt i was depressed iono how to explain it…i just felt it… and yesterday i was already starring off into space or something… sigh… i hope friday at church can keep my mind off things…
Early Wish List:
Feel like making my birthday/ X-mas list >.>
- DSi (white) or Yonex Armortec 700 limited edition <- [Hey Bro *wink-wink* ;D ]
- Gift card to: H&M, American Eagle, Old Navy, Forever 21
- Winter accessories (scarf, hat, gloves,etc.)
Or surprise me :D Its the thought that counts.
This reminds me of someone :]
bad all over
Today my Life hit rock bottom…. I was forced to switch out of APbio…. i couldn’t stop crying… Why am i so dam stupid…why can’t i understand Bio WTF is wrong with me. As i look at it now my future is screwed… good bye UC…. my life is screwed… im a failure… i bet your laughing….
IM STUPID AS HECK!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! just got my final test back and i FAILED! UGH! FAILED! im hanging off the edge of a LOW D OMG IM THE STUPIDEST FREAKEN PERSON IN BIO! can anything kill me even more! now Hudsons going to be on my ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS im scared of him enough already since i don’t pass most of my tests….. FUCK KILL ME NOW! just KILL ME NOW! my parents are going to beat the shit...
There is two faces
My place
I just want to walk down to the park and sit on a swing set with my Ipod and enjoy the rain falling on my face. It sounds so peaceful thinking about it but too bad its dark right now and my mom isn’t going to let me sit in the rain D:
Sad Songs
I'm a Jerk...
Last night and this whole day i’ve been thinking while looking outside my window watching the rain…This whole liking someone else isn’t growing one me… I’m giving it a try… I don’t feel strong for it as i thought i would… I’m happy to know someone likes me but as i change from my past experiences… Now when i get a hint of someone liking...
October 2008
17 posts
Thanks
You made my night laughable :] Thank you.
why?
Why do i still think im glad you gave me the best day of my life…. Those days were full of short lies…. i still reminence about it… i wish i got over this already…when i said i was over i lied…
Jay Sean - maybe
“I’m sooooo dead tired….”
– me
:]
She is happy that she finally got her emotions back because after her last bad luck she never felt the same again. Though she found happieness again she hopes it doesn’t distract her from her school work. She cannot afford to slack of this year since its the most important year of her life! Her first priority has to come first and thats school…:/ she can’t let anything get in her...
one day
“For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A...”
– Ecclesiastes 3: 1-8
Turn over
Wow in less then a few days she starts to turn her interest to someone totally understanding! like magic *poof* Can’t wait for the outcome :] Hope its a wonderful memory to cherish. Hope she doesn’t get crushed and dropped like a rock or be used like she was in the past. Let her see who he really is. Only time can show us the unread book now.
Spark
Hmm… so she noticed him in freshman year but she didn’t really feel anything for him. Now everytime she see him waiting outside of english she feel a spark of emotion as their eyes meet up when they pass by. Sadly she doesn’t know how to start talking to him xD even though they have a class together but its awkward. At the moment all she desires is to learn what kind of guy he is...
i start today
Ok so I’ve had enough of my eating habit and my family calling me fat… I’m going on a diet for real… im going all water/tea/aloe drinks only but fruit drinks are sometimes acceptable depending on the sugar but nothing more. No more coffee, soda, or tapioca drinks! or anything thats unhealthy. I’m also going to try to do atleast 50 - 100 sit ups every other night so i...
“Happy Birthday Mother!
Thanks you for your LOVE!”
– Your Daughter
My Reflection
So over
After that talk today man im so over Him… when the truth poped out i was just like wow and im thankful the truth came out. But it really showed me how i was viewed from someone elses point of view. You tell me this yet you tell me not to change… the only reason i would fix it is so i don’t get you pissed off at me next time or something… it doesn’t mean im changing...
My addiction which i need to stop...
I’ve been using my parents creditcard too much… i tell myself its cheap and it wont hurt but as the bill adds up its not cheap at all… crap man i need to stop using it… its always just one last time… but when will it be one last time… shit…