November 2, 2008

IM STUPID AS HECK!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! just got my final test back and i FAILED! UGH! FAILED! im hanging off the edge of a LOW D OMG IM THE STUPIDEST FREAKEN PERSON IN BIO! can anything kill me even more! now Hudsons going to be on my ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS im scared of him enough already since i don’t pass most of my tests….. FUCK KILL ME NOW! just KILL ME NOW! my parents are going to beat the shit out of me! UGH! i just seriously want to cry and i will cry i work and try and try but i guess im just to dam stupid for bio… AHHHHHH I HATE IT!  THIS IS MY SECOND D!!!!!! SHIT! fucking apush teacher can’t even grade the fuck right AHHHHH i could be getting a freaking B in apush WTF is UP! I HATE TEACHERS WHO CAN’T GRADE SHIT!@#!@$ I’m just stressed out to the point of break down. I hate junior year I just want it to end and you don’t know how badly i want to give up in life right now…. i hate being chinese… this sucks all over.. RRRRRAWR….I hate reality…. why can’t i do anything right! i’m never going to get into a dam UC and riverside isn’t even the best and i still want to Go thier as my last choice but now i’m even beginning to think im to stupid for riverside! UGH! shoot me~!